regret~

Every single person in the class thought that im the best future student of this college but as i got almost 6 misbehave letter , every body seems to look down upon me as if im no longer perfect 

. they see that i smile , relax and never tense but actually im very tense because my potential to be in the college is too dangerous. One more mistake, then i shall say goodbye

, i also dont understand why i became like this , because usually im not this lazy or i think this is not lazy but i didnt have the power to control myself from happiness, 

now, i regret that i almost be expelled from this college and i 'll try my bbest to gte myself on to the track back.